| Hold on to love |
[Aug. 21st, 2009|10:59 pm] |
This song is Emil Chronicle Online theme song
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Hold on to Love
itazura na hitomi to,
mujaki na sono egao
omowazu dakishimetaku naru kurai
itooshisa ni afureteru
zutto,
kimi no sono mirai ni
boku wa ireru kana?
nantonaku fuan ni naru yo
mada jishin ga nai kara
Hold on to love, hold you in my arms
sono yume ni kurashitsudzuketai
dakara ima koko ni chikau yo
boku ga kimi no tate ni naru
tatoeba sono yume wo
boku ga kanaete yuku koto de, kitto
sono egao mamoru yo
kanarazu kimi no tate ni naru
kanashigaru hitomi ya, kageriyuku egao ni
nani mo dekinai kuyashisa ni hitori
kuchibiru wo kandetari
kitto,
sonna hi mo aru koto
wakatte iru kedo
naraba semete boku no mune de
nakeru dake nakeba ii
Hold on to love, hold you in my arms
futari de arukitsudzuketai to
kokoro kara sou omou n' da
kimi ga boku no yume ni naru
nani yori, sou kimi to
iru koto de tsuyoku nareru ki ga suru
michite yuku yuuki de
kanarazu kimi no tate ni naru
motomeru koto dake ja nakute
ataeau koto, sore ni kidzuita shunkan
boku-tachi wa umarekawareru n' da
Hold on to love, hold you in my arms
sono yume ni kurashitsudzuketai
dakara ima koko ni chikau yo
boku ga kimi no tate ni naru
tatoeba sono yume wo
boku ga kanaete yuku koto de, kitto
sono egao mamoru yo
kanarazu kimi no tate ni naru
Hold on to love, hold you in my arms
futari de arukitsudzuketai to
kokoro kara sou omou n' da
kimi ga boku no yume ni naru
nani yori, sou kimi to
iru koto de tsuyoku nareru ki ga suru
michite yuku yuuki de
kanarazu kimi no tate ni naru
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Hold on to Love
those teasing eyes of you,
and those innocent smile you make,
always make me wanting to hug you,
because my love for you is overflowing.
I always wonder,
if I will exist,
in your future.
Yet I'm always in worry whenever I remember that,
because I still has no confidence in it.
Hold on to love, hold you in my arms.
I want to live in that dream forever,
and that's why right now I make my vow,
that I will protect you.
Even if I can't now,
but I will fulfill my vow someday,
that I will protect those smile of yours,
and I will always be your shield.
looking those sad eyes, and blurry smile,
I hate my helplessness that being alone,
I can only grit my lip.
But I believe,
that someday,
the day will come.
That's why for now,
at least I can let you cry on my chest.
Hold on to love, hold you in my arms.
I want that we can walk side by side.
I hope with my very heart,
that you will become my dream.
Because more than anything,
my feeling to stay by your side become stronger each time.
And once this bravery overfill my body,
I will surely be your shield.
It's not merely wanting one another,
but to share with each other.
I'm sure we will born anew at the time when we can achieve it.
Hold on to love, hold you in my arms.
I want to live in that dream forever,
and that's why right now I make my vow,
that I will protect you.
Even if I can't now,
but I will fulfill my vow someday,
that I will protect those smile of yours,
and I will always be your shield.
Hold on to love, hold you in my arms.
I want that we can walk side by side.
I hope with my very heart,
that you will become my dream.
Because more than anything,
my feeling to stay by your side become stronger each time.
And once this bravery overfill my body,
I will surely be your shield. |
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| Eath Hour |
[Mar. 29th, 2009|01:37 am] |
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Humm... at first thought, I thought that this event would come to a success that it will create 'peer pressure' atmosphere. But then, in reality the event don't even go that decent. I wonder if human actually has now too attached to 'modernity'? Or maybe they just can't let go of comfort for a mere hour? To be truthful I'm proud of my friends that has done their best for this. Yet there are also those disappointing ones who won't even try to participate. *sigh* |
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| Sprinter |
[Dec. 17th, 2008|07:15 am] |
~For the official release day of kara no kyoukai DVD eps 4~
Sprinter
君と出会い
叶わぬ夢を見た
それはたった一秒で越える永遠
I'm calling 君を
守ってあげたくて
伸ばした指も震えてるそのまま 抱きしめた
僕等に出来る事はただ、生きているんだと
力尽きるまで 成す術無く叫び続ける、それだけなんだ
君に届く？ 僕が届く？
絶望の甘さ打ち砕いて走り出すんだ 今すぐ
螺旋（せかい）のはてまで
I'm calling 遠く足掻く僕の唄が
君の頬を空に向けられたら
独りじゃない……
剥き出しの真実（ほんとう）が こんなカラクリの心にも
溢れ出すほど詰まっていたなんだ
光の早さで消えて行く昨日へ手を振って
何処までも明るい砂漠を
今、僕等は時を蹴り走る
風に向かい破れた旗を振り
君のいない道を 僕は僕の為
行くんだ……
螺旋（せかい）の果てまで……
君に会いたい
君が恋しい
君に会いたい
君が愛しい
I'm calling 僕がここに居た証は
今もきっと君の瞳の中
I'm calling 閉じる螺旋に逆らって
哭いて叫んで消えて行く僕等は
生きて、いるんだ
此所に、いるんだ……
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Sprinter
kimi to deai
kanawanu yume wo mita
sore wa tatta ichibyou koeru eien
I'm calling kimi wo
mamotte agetakute
nobashita yubi mo furueteru sono mama
dakishimeta
bokura ni dekiru koto wa tada, ikiteirundato
chikara tsukiru made
nasusube naku sakebi tsudzukeru, sore dake nanda
kimi ni todoku? boku wa todoku?
zetsubou no amasa uchikudaite hashiridasu ima sugu
sekai no hate made
I'm calling tooku agaku boku no uta ga
kimi no hoo wo sora ni mukeraretara
hitori janai......
mukidashi no hontou wa
konna karakuri no kokoro ni mo
afuredasu hodo tsumatteita nanda
hikari no hayasa de kiete yuku kinou he te wo futte
doko made mo akarui sabaku wo
bokura wa toki wo kerihashiru
kaze ni mukai yabureta hata wo furi
kimi no inai michi wo
boku wa boku no tame
yukunda......
sekai no hate made......
kimi ni aitai
kimi ga koishii
kimi ni aitai
kimi ga itoshii
I'm calling boku ga koko ni ita akashi wa
ima mo kitto kimi no hitomi no naka
I'm calling tojiru rasen ni sakaratte
naite sakende kiete yuku bokura wa
ikite, irunda
koko ni, irunda......
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Sprinter
my encounter with you,
is like an unreached dream,
that is only one second after the eternity.
I'm calling for you,
because I want to protect you.
Using these shaking fingers,
I reached out and embraced you.
what we can do now is merely to keep on living
until our power deleted,
and keep on screaming until the end of our wit, that's all.
will it reach you? can I reach it?
breaking the temptation of despair, now I run onward
until the corner of the world.
I'm calling for my song that flonder far away.
So that whenever your cheek face the sky,
you won't be alone.
the very truth itself,
is lying at this tricky heart,
that it come together more as it get more poured out.
letting off the yesterday that got disappeared in the speed of light.
Within this ever-end bright desert,
our time is depleting.
leaving the blownt flag that thorned,
for my own sake,
I choose to go in this path ,
the path where you're not there,
until the corner of the world......
I want to meet you,
I love you,
I want to meet you,
I love you.
I'm calling, the proof that I was here,
is now surely lies at your eyes.
I'm calling, as I go against this closed spiral,
we, that cry, scream, and will one day disappear,
is now alive......
and is now here...... |
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| Finally it come ^^ |
[Nov. 6th, 2008|12:08 am] |
At last I have something to update my journal. Yea.. it's been sometimes now that this journal is neglected for good. At some point I tought that it might be better if I deleted this account. But then, I feel some cleaning in the journal itself will be enough...or at least that what I think right now >.<
Today is official release of Ebullient Future. Finally after about a month and half, it released. So let's get straight to it ^^
Ebullient Future - lyric scan
note: the scan is one of the scans I got from Loseless One.
The song is the OP for the anime series titled "ef - a tale of melodies"
This song is quite nice, and IMHO overally it's even better than it's predecessor, Euphoric Field that was used in the previous ef anime series. The downfall of Ebullient Future compared to the Euphoric Field is that it's sweet instrumental is got covered by the song itself, while in Euphoric Field the best isntrumental part is placed in between verses making it very peculiar to hear.
note: Well some of you might wonder why I didn't re-write the lyric. Well there is a reason for it. The lyric itself is in English, noone will have hard time re-writing it, beside being lazy of course... So I'll just waste my own time by re-writing it. |
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| Tribute for Jp |
[Aug. 2nd, 2008|12:57 am] |
Good-bye my friend... till we meet again. I should say of all my friend he is likely to be the best one, because he teach me a lot of stuff as well as making me more mature. So yeah probably a tribute is needed for my respect. Well it's not the end afterall, communication means are abundant =p
The first song-translation is "sajin no kanata he" by revo and Yuki Kajiura, chosen because of the part saying "good-bye my friend" LOL. The second is "One more time, One more chance" by Yamazaki Masayoshi, a theme song for "byousoku 5cm", chosen because it is probably his favourite of all j-songs.
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砂塵の彼方へ…
旅人の季節は常に 過去へと現在を奪うけど
あの日重ねた歌声は今もまだ響いてる……
傷跡も癒せずに僕等は 何を待つのだろう
Good times for blend もう一度廻ると信じていたい
砂の海で水に焦がれ 爪を剥いでも祈りは井戸の底
キミの名は幻想 儚なき調べ 唇が触れる程に遠離る
鳴り止まない胸の鼓動 あと一つだけ丘を越え
砂に祈りを埋めても この手を伸ばすから どうか
fly me……
足跡も残さずに僕等は 何処へ行くのだろう
Good-bye dear friend もう一度会えると信じていたい
砂の海が暮れ行く頃 全ての叫びが目指す輝き
キミの名は幻想 遙かな調べ 唇に歌を一つ灯して
震えるのは夜の共鳴 孤独は声を凍らせる
月に叫びが届くなら この身を捧ぐから どうか
fly me……
全ての音がいつか 消え失せた静寂の中で
僕たちは震えながら 愛の歌を歌い出す
風を超えて 遠い岸辺へ心は行けるのだろう
遠くさざめく永遠の音楽が僕等を招くから……
砂を超えて 遠い岸辺で僕等は出会うだろう
あの日重ねた歌声をこの胸に
砂塵の彼方へ……
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sajin no kanata he...
tabibito no kisetsu ha tsune ni
kako to IMA wo ubau kedo
ano hi kasaneta utagoe ha ima mo mada hibiiteru
kizuato mo iyasezu ni bokura ha
nani wo matsu no darou
Good times for blend
mou ichido meguru to shinjiteitai
suna no umi de mizu ni kogare
tsume wo haidemo inori ha ido no soko
kimi no na ha DREAM
hakanaki MELODY
kuchibiru ga fureru hodo ni TOOZAKARU
nariyamanai mune no RYTHM
ato hitotsu dake oka wo koe
suna ni inori wo uzumetemo
kono te wo nobasu kara
douka
fly me...
ashiato mo nokosazu ni bokura ha
doko he yuku no darou
Good-bye dear friend
mou ichido aeru to shinjiteitai
suna no umi ga kureyuku goro
subete no sakebi ga mezasu kagayaki
kimi no na ha DREAM
harukana MELODY
kuchibiru ni uta wo hitotsu toushite
furueru no ha yoru no HARMONY
kodoku ha koe wo kouraseru
tsuki ni sakebi ga todoku nara
kono mi wo sasagu kara
douka
fly me...
subete no oto ga itsuka
kieuseta seijaku no naka de
boku tachi ha furue nagara
ai no uta wo utaidasu
kaze wo koete
tooi kishibe he kokoro ha yukeru no darou
tooku sazameku eien no ongaku ga bokura wo maneku kara...
suna wo koete
tooi kishibe de bokura ha deau darou
ano hi kasaneta utagoe wo kono mune ni
sajin no kanata he...
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For you, at the other side of the sand-dust
The seasons of adventurers
are mostly used to take away the present time just to look back at the past.
As the songs that overlapped that day are still echoing till now.
Having my wound unhealed,
what am I waiting for?
Good times for blend,
I want to believe that we will meet once again.
Within the sea of sand, I long for water.
Even if my nails come off, I'll still want to believe that there's a depth of well.
Your name just like a DREAM,
a faint MELODY,
as it went away FURTHER the more I touch your lips.
The RHYTM in my chest is unstopable,
as I only have to pass another hill.
even that my wish got buried within the sand,
my hands will keep on reaching out.
So please,
fly me...
Without leaving any footsteps,
Where am I heading to?
Good-bye dear friend,
I want to believe that we will meet once again.
At the time night come to this sea of sand,
All my cries head toward the light.
Your name just like a DREAM,
a distant MELODY,
as my lips "lit" a song.
The only shivers are the HARMONY of night,
and the only thing to light up my voice is the loneliness.
If only my cries can reach up to the moon,
I'll gladly offer my body.
So please,
fly me...
Someday, the voices
will all disappear into the silence.
But even we are shivering,
we sing out love songs.
Passing over the wind,
my heart will be able head to a distant shore
as the distant voice of eternal music is calling for us...
Passing over the desert,
at a distant shore we will meet again
with the songs that overlapped that day still engraved in our chest.
For you, at the other side of the sand-dust...
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note:
All words with caps are word with different pronounciation with the letter used in the original lyric. They don't use furigana but indeed pronounced differently with the way they usually pronounced.
1. IMA, written with 'genzai'(lately/now)
2. DREAM, written with 'gensou'(illusion/fictional)
3. MELODY, written with 'shirabe'(chant/tone)
4. TOOZAKARU, written with 'tooi hanareru'(part away)
5. RHYTM, written with 'kodou'( movement)
6. HARMONY, written with 'kyoumei'( resonance)
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One more time, One more chance
これ以上何を失えば 心は許されるの
どれ程の痛みならば もういちど君に会える
One more time 季節よ うつろわないで
One more time ふざけあった 時間よ
くいちがう時はいつも 僕が先に折れたね
わがままな性格が なおさら愛しくさせた
One more chance 記憶に足を取られて
One more chance 次の場所を選べない
いつでも捜しているよ どっかに君の姿を
向いのホーム 路地裏の窓
こんなとこにいるはずもないのに
願いがもしも叶うなら 今すぐ君のもとへ
できないことは もうなにもない
すべてかけて抱きしめてみせるよ
寂しさ紛らすだけなら
誰でもいいはずなのに
星が落ちそうな夜だから
自分をいつわれない
One more time 季節よ うつろわないで
One more time ふざけあった時間よ
いつでも捜しているよ どっかに君の姿を
交差点でも 夢の中でも
こんなとこにいるはずもないのに
奇跡がもしも起こるなら 今すぐ君に見せたい
新しい朝 これからの僕
言えなかった「好き」という言葉も
夏の想い出がまわる ふいに消えた鼓動
いつでも捜しているよ どっかに君の姿を
明け方の街 桜木町で
こんなとこに来るはずもないのに
願いがもしも叶うなら 今すぐ君のもとへ
できないことはもう何もない
すべてかけて抱きしめてみせるよ
いつでも捜しているよ
どっかに君の破片を
旅先の店 新聞の隅
こんなとこにあるはずもないのに
奇跡がもしも起こるなら 今すぐ君に見せたい
新しい朝 これからの僕
言えなかった「好き」という言葉も
いつでも捜してしまう どっかに君の笑顔を
急行待ちの 踏切あたり
こんなとこにいるはずもないのに
命が繰り返すならば 何度も君のもとへ
欲しいものなど もう何もない
君のほかに大切なものなど
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One more time, One more chance
kore ijou nani wo ushinaeba
kokoro ha yurusareru no
dore hodo no itami naraba
mou ichido kimi ni aeru
One more time kisetsu wo utsurowanai de
One more time fuzakeatta jikan yo
kuichigau toki ha itsuka
boku ga saki ni oreta ne
wagamama na seikaku ga
naosara itoshiku saseta
One more chance kioku ni ashi wo torarete
One more chance tsugi no basho wo erabenai
itsudemo sagashiteru yo
dokka ni kimi no sugata wo
mukai no HOOMU rojiura no mado
Konna toko ni iru hazu mo nai noni
negai ga moshimo kanau nara
ima sugu kimi no moto he
dekinai koto ha mou nani mo nai
subete kakete dakishimete miseru yo
sabisisa magirasu dake nara
dare demo ii hazu nanoni
hoshi ga ochisou na yoru dakara
jibun wo itsuwarenai
One more time kisetsu yo utsurowanai de
One more time fuzakeatta jikan yo
itsudemo sagashiteiru yo
dokka ni kimi no sugata wo
kousaten demo yume no naka demo
konna toko ni iru hazu no nai noni
kiseki ga moshimo okoru nara
ima sugu kimi ni misetai
atarashii asa kore kara no boku
ienakatta "suki" to iu kotoba mo
Natsu no omoide ga mawaru
fui ni kieta kodou
itsudemo sagashiteiru yo
dokka ni kimi no sugata wo
akegata no machi sakuragi chou de
konna toko ni kuru hazu mo nai noni
negai ga moshimo kanau nara
ima sugu kimi no moto he
dekinai koto ha mou nani mo nai
subete kakete dakishimete miseru yo
itsudemo sagashiteiru yo
dokka ni kimi no kakera wo
tabisaki no mise shinbun no sumi
konna toko ni aru hazu mo nai noni
kiseki ga moshimo okoru nara
ima sugu kimi ni misetai
atarashii asa kore kara no boku
ienakatta "suki" to iu kotoba mo
itsudemo sagashiteiru yo
dokka ni kimi no egao wo
gyuukou machi no fumikiri atari
konna toko ni iru hazu no nai noni
inochi ga furikaesu naraba
nando mo kimi no moto he
hoshii mono nado mou nani mo nai
kimi no hoka ni taisetsuna mono nado
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One more time, One more chance
If I have to lost more than this,
will my heart able to take it?
How many more pain must I go throught,
until I can meet you once again?
For one more time, season, please don't change.
For one more time, i want to have time to joke with you.
Each time we have a quarell,
I am always the first one to give in.
If my selfish personality were corrected
would I able to love myself more?
One more chance, my legs were taken to my memories
One more chance, I can't choose my next destination
I'm searching everytime,
for the whereabout of your figure.
at the home across, at the backyard alley.
Even if I know that you'll never be there.
If my wish are to be true,
I'll be at your side right now.
There is nothing else I can't do,
as I'll stake everything just to hold you.
If it's just to divert my loneliness,
everyone should be okay.
But then, the star seems going to fall,
that I can't lie to myself.
For one more time, season, please don't change.
For one more time, i want to have time to joke with you.
I'm searching everytime,
for the whereabout of your figure.
at the crossroad, at my dream.
Even if I know that you'll never be there.
If a miracle is to happen,
I'll show it to you right now.
The new dawn and the new me from now on,
also the word "love" I have never able to speak
The memories of summer are revisiting,
and suddenly disappear.
I'm searching everytime,
for the whereabout of your figure.
at the "dawn" city, at the "sakura tree" prefecture.
Even if I know that you'll never come there.
If my wish are to be true,
I'll be at your side right now.
There is nothing else I can't do,
as I'll stake everything just to hold you.
I'm searching everytime,
for the whereabout of your shard.
at the destination stall, at the corner of newspaper.
Even if I know that you'll never be there.
If a miracle is to happen,
I'll show it to you right now.
The new dawn and the new me from now on,
also the word "love" I have never able to speak
I'm searching everytime,
for the whereabout of your smile.
at the express station, around the rail crossing.
Even if I know that you'll never be there.
No matter how many times I reincarnated,
each time I'll be by your side.
I have nothing more to wish,
even for precious things aside you.
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| Yotsuba RulEz |
[Jun. 2nd, 2008|11:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  relieved | ] |
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| | ef ~ the latter tale OST | ] |
Finally the final exams are over... I feel relieved somehow that finally I can take a break after the gruelling semester ( it was the most difficult of all ~_~)
Although it's over somehow, after the last exam, the pre-req for making a thesis is announced. It end up that the proposal should be turned in at the end of the month.. which mean... it has ruined my holiday plan ==; To add the pain, I have no theme to be submitted. Sure that I've thought of it during my years in college and I've got very nice topics yet I rememmber none of them. So I think that's why there's a Chinese proverb that says 'the stroke of ink even that it's faint is stronger than even the best memory' =p
If I should say what made me able to keep on going without losing my sanity this semester... then it'll be a manga titled 'yotsuba' ( yotsuba&!/ yotsubato!) by Azuma Kiyohiko, who is famous for his azumanga. I was about to falter during my exam week due to continous stress during the semester and the nightmare I had recently. But then out of blue I take one of those from the shelf and it made me smile and laugh which are quite rare for me to show while looking at Yotsuba's innocent smile. it was something like a sunshine over the mist that make my worries gone and gave me a mood to study and to endure the stress more. I never thought that it will make a great impact... surely I've read it several time before it but it was the first time for me to be motivated like that. I wonder if that is what it called as the power of smile and laughter. If so then maybe I should try to bring laughter too.
Another thing that contributed might be my songs.. well not all of them for sure but there're several song that keep my fighting spirit on especially the one titled 'Schwarzweiss ~ kiri no mukou ni tsunagaru sekai' which I heard everytime just before I go to the test site.
And also those songs that accompany my slumber. Oddly enough that the 'Schwarzweiss' is an upbeat one, but 'Schwarz' and 'Weiss' which is found in the same single aren't and they're such damn good lullaby. Probably it's just as the name implies that 'Schwarz' should actually never come along 'Weiss' xD. |
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| tribute to "Ef ~ the latter tale" |
[May. 31st, 2008|12:39 am] |
Congrats to Minori team that Ef~the latter tale has been released by 05.30 ^^ ( it's great too hear that my final exam has ended in the same day). Well, as the second gamesoft released, probably there won't be another ef stuff for a while ( unless they want to unfold the mysteries behind Yuuko and her pair... ugh.. who was his name again >.<). Generally it was a great series, nice songs and music, nice graphic( especially for the game). I like it very much... and as a tribute I make all the translation for the theme songs used in the game. They are Yuukyuu no Tsubasa ( the first tale's theme), Emotional Flutter ( the latter tale's theme) ,and Ever Forever ( the ending theme). And here they are...
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悠久の翼
遠く空 窓の向こう
届かない 雲見ていた
壊れてく 心癒す
優しい音 聞こえた
てのひら零れ落ちる 夢の欠片
無くした答え探すため 走り出す
めぐりあう 時を越え
二つの手 重なる
甦る思い出を
この胸に抱いて
忘れた 背中探す
寂しさを 終わりにして
信じてる でみ不安で
あなたの声 夢見て
傷つくことを恐れ 作る笑顔
壊せる勇気紡ぎだす 二人なら
凍てついた痛みさえ
ぬくもりに変えれば
鐘の音は 鳴り響く
果てしない 未来に
舞い上がれ 空高く
翼など 無くても
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Yuukyuu no Tsubasa
tooku sora mado no mukou
todokanai kumo miteita
kowareteku kokoro iyasu
yasashii oto kikoeta
te no hira kobore ochiru yume no kakera
nakushita kotae sagasu tame hashiridasu
meguri au toki wo koe
futatsu no te kasanaru
yomigaeru omoide wo
kono mune ni idaite
wasureta senaka sagasu
samishisa wo owari ni shite
shinjiteru demo fuan de
anata no koe yume mita
kizutsuku koto wo osore tsukuru egao
kowaseru yuuki tsumugidasu futari nara
itetsuita itami sae
nukumori ni kaereba
kane no ne wa nari hibiku
hateshinai mirai ni
mai agare sora takaku
tsubasa nado nakutemo
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Eternal Feather
Within the far sky across the window
I gaze upon the unreachable cloud
healing the broken heart
I heard a soft voice
the shard of dream shattered in my palm
and now I'm running forth seeking for a lost answer
after the time of reunion
the hands of the two are pilling up
the memory that once again remmembered
now embracing this chest
I search for the back that I've forgotten
to end my loneliness
I believe yet still insecure
when I dream of your voice
afraid of being hurt, I've always pose up a fake smile
but now I have the bravery to break it as the we two being together
If only this frozen pain
could be turned into warmth
The sound of the bells echo
toward the endless future
soar to the height of the sky
even if you have no wings
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Emotional Flutter
笑顔残る 帰り道に
いつかなくした 声探してる
記憶の闇が刻む時
今も終わらなくて
空の中舞い降りる
白い羽 揺らして
手を伸ばし 駆け抜け
あなたの影 追いかけていく
白い雪が降り積もれば
包み隠すの 悲しみの色
心の奥に潜む愛
どうか覚えていて
空高く舞い上がる
白い羽 広げて
柔らかな陽の中
あなたの夢みていたい
遠く空 舞い踊る
白い羽 纏って
ふたつの手 重ねて
未来を離さないでいて
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Emotional Flutter
egao nokoru kaeri michi ni
itsuka nakushita koe sagashiteru
kioku no yami ga kizamu toki
ima mo owaranakute
sora no naka mai oriru
shiroi hane yurashite
te wo nobashi kakenuke
anata no kage oikakete iku
shiroi yuki ga furi tsumoreba
tsutsumi kakusu no kanashimi no iro
kokoro no oku ni hisomu ai
douka oboete ite
sora takaku mai agaru
shiroi hane hirogete
yawarakana hi no naka
anata no yume miteitai
tooku sora mai odoru
shiroi hane matotte
futatsu no te kasanete
mirai wo hanasanaideite
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Emotional Flutter
I leave my laugh in my way to get back
as I try to search the voice I've lost sometime ago
the time when the darkness in my memory takes place
seems to be neverending, even now
falling from the sky
the white feathers are trembling
I reach my hand and running through
to chase your shadow
if the white snow are pilling up again
should I try to hide my sadness?
the love sleeping deep inside your heart
please remmember it somehow
soaring to the height of sky
I spread my white feathers
under the soft sunlight
I want to dream of you
dancing to the far sky
as I am being surrounded by the white feathers
as our both hand are piling up
please never try to banish the future
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Ever Forever
いつか夢みた あの空
胸に隠した 思いは切なくて
怯えた心 少しだけ揺らいでいた
忘れないわ あの日のこと
手と手繋ぐ ふたり
悲しみを超えていく
追いかけて 追いかけて走れ
吹き抜ける風 はらませて走れ
溢れ出す涙 解き放てば
きっとたどり着く未来
冷た笑顔の あなたが愛しくて
彷徨う瞳 私だけ見つけていた
傷つけ合う 痛みを知る
勇気を持つ 強さ
握り締める 明日
遠くまで 遠くまで走れ
夕立の中 振り向かず走れ
辛い夜はおわりにするから
どうか叶えて 願いを
どこまでも どこまでも走れ
腕の中 愛抱きしめて走れ
翼なんて無くてかまわない
だから届けて ふたりへ
永遠（とわ）に変わらぬ あの空
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Ever Forever
itsuka yume mita ano sora
mune ni kakushita omoi wa setsunakute
obieta kokoro sukoshi dake yuraide ita
wasurenai wa ano hi no koto
te to te tsunagu futari
kanashimi wo koeteiku
oikakete oikakete hashire
fukinukeru kaze haramasete hashire
afuredasu namida tokihanateba
kitto tadoritsuku mirai
sameta egao no anata ga aishikute
samayou hitomi watashi dake mitsuketeita
kizutsuke au itami wo shiru
yuuki wo motsu tsuyosa
nigirishimeru ashita
tooku made tooku made hashire
yuudachi no naka furimukazu hashire
tsurai yoru wa owari ni suru kara
douka kanaete negai wo
doko made mo doko mademo hashire
ude no naka ai dakishimete hashire
tsubasa nante nakute kamawanai
dakara todokete futari he
towa ni kawaranu ano sora
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Ever Forever
the sky I dream of before...
the feeling I held up in my chest is painful
and my frightened heart was shaking a bit
I'll never forget things in that day
as the two hand in hand
has finally overcome the sadness
Run and run to chase it!
running through against the blowing wind!
if I could stop the flowing tears
I'm sure that the future will eventually come
I love you who coldly smile
that your wandering eyes only look at me
knowing the pain of hurting each other
is the strength that brought upon bravery
Now I'm grabbing at the future tightly
Run and run until the farherst place!
run without looking back even within the evening rain!
as the painful nights will soon over
so please grant my wish
run and run to the nowhere!
run by holding the love in your arm!
it's not a matter even if don't have your own wings
so please that it reach to the two
to the sky that eternally never change
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Both of the theme songs are really nice especially the first one, you probably should try to search the opening FMV to know the REAL deal ^^v ( well it happened to me for the latter tale... I really like it after watching the FMV ). |
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| Quick Post... and probably a goodbye to internet... |
[Apr. 8th, 2008|07:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Schwarzweiss~Kiri no mukou ni tsunagaru sekai (by: Shimotsuki Haruka with Revo ) | ] |
Well for this time I'll use my very own language to post here, just because I need to do some speed post and to hide my embarassment on my govenment (it actually has no need doing so, since it's just embarassing enough). And since this rant(?) is just for those in my country... so be it...
Probably, this will be the last time I ever open LJ/ journal/ blog any sort of those thing as my goverment try to block some of it >.< So yea... probably this is the end of internet in my country so I'll say goodbye to all of you... in case the worst happen.
note: If I have the chance.. I mean LJ hasn't blocked by the time, I'll upload a lyric + translation of Liar's Smile by this weekend ( hopefully) or any time nearby when I've take care of my .HACK//G.U. trilogy OST from the postal office.
Indonesia mode: ON
Gw ga pernah sekalipun mengeluh tinggal di Indo... in fact, gw malah cukup senang karena walau tertinggal jauh dari negara-negara lain, di balik ketertinggalan itu, gw masi bisa menikmati greenery yang ada di Indo which is enak dilihat dan cukup membuat tenang hati << sarcasm, tapi it's the truth indeed.
Walau klo liat TV sisinya semua sinetron yang merusak otak, gw bersyukur masi ada game bajakan murah yang bisa dimainin buat mengisi waktu dan memiliki moral dari balik ceritanya.
Walau telpon, air, listrik tarifnya mahal, masi bisa diakalin meterannya >.< << gw sih ga mainin, tapi lately ada diskusi kek gini di kalangan temen2 gw jadi ya gw masukin lah =p
Walau BBM mahalnya selangit, tapi masih aja termasuk golongan murah di antara negara2 lain di dunia. Bahkan katanya rakyat Indo dulu mandi pake minyak bumi.
Walau internet mahal, cuman tetep aja ada yang kasi murah, ga pake kuota, donlot 100 kbps ++, streaming youtube kaga make nunggu dan ga ada blok2an internet buat situs2 tertentu.
Tapi itu dulu... entah kenapa pemerintah mulai kepo ngurus2 kebebasan berinternet di Indo. Yah.. gw ga bisa salahin sih, karena banyak pihak yang pengen pornografi dilarang di Indo dan emang tugas pemerintah buat ngebikin UU berdasarkan masukan yang ada. Nah tapi yang gw heran tuh tiba2 ada makhluk kaga jelas dari antah berantah -yang klo disuru pake klasifikasi Mendel tuh ga bisa dimasukin ke klasifikasi itu- secara tiba2 jadi cocky dan berkoar2 tentang RUU ITE << that's the name of the law folk... dan habis itu kasi saran yang ngga-ngga ke RUU itu hanya karena dia dianggap PAKAR IT. Padahal selidik punya selidik dia kaga ada latar belakang IT blas.. yang ada dia latar belakang fotografer.. nah lo kaga salah nih Indo ngangkat pakar IT o.O;; Jangan2 ini hasil ijazah buatan yang bisa ditemui di pinggiran jalan... jadinya kaga ada otak itu yang angkat... mungkin ada pertimbangan lain yang gw ga tau ( ya iya lah... secara gw masi belum selevel dewa yang bisa tahu segala sesuatu yang terjadi di dunia)... tapi tetep aja masi nonsense buat gw dan banyak orang lain di Indo. Sampe situ masi fine lah.. nah tiba2 dia ga bisa terima kritik.. trus dia mulai menyerang orang2 blogger dengan kata2nya di media ( WTF.. ada ya orang kek gini) trus semua hacking di Indo dikaitkan sama orang2 kek gitu.. otak ato kotoran itu yang ada di kepala FTW!! Gw sih bisa maklum dikit soalnya inisialnya deket2 inisial tempat orang gila AKA RSJ.
Gw sih cuek-cuek aja, soalnya gw yakin ini buat keren2an pemerintah alias hiasan pajangan UU semata untuk melengkapi koleksi pajangan yang sudah ada. Tapi tiba2 karena suatu film yang namanya Fitna yang populer di internet, Depkominfo main keluarin surat perintah pemblokiran situs-situs yang memuat film itu.... OMG, ga pake babibu langsung hajar kasi surat ke ISP buat blok situs2... dan yang kena itu youtube, rapidshare, blogspot (ini yang gw tau, masi ada situs lain harusnya tapi ga ngaruh kali ke gw yang lain). Nah lo, ada-ada aja kan ini pemerintah, uda tau judul film nya aja Fitna jelas2 deket2 FITNAH kok masi bisa-bisanya kemakan.. ga heran deh gw yang namanya gosip-gosip jadi acara marak di negara gw yang ditongrongin banyak orang di depan tv dan menjadi media buat cari popularitas ~_~. Tapi sekali lagi ini tindakan ga pake otak alias oon, uda tau dari sejak UU ITE disahkan banyak uprising dari pihak-pihak IT yang merasa dirugikan dan they do it by hacking government sites. Gw tau maksud para hacker itu baik, cuman kasi tau hole aja dan sebagai bentuk protes NYATA, tapi yang jadi fokus gw tuh mereka juga uda secara blak-blakan buka ilmu buat orang lain. Klo gw mikir dari sisi mereka gw juga pasti melakukan hal yang sama... apa2 dilarang, tentu gw orang yg addicted ke komputer bakal membantu teman-teman seperjuangan yang juga diteken sambil membayangkan klo gw ada di posisi mereka. Ga bisa dipungkiri solidaritas orang Indo emang gede. Bahkan temen gw dapet forwardan email dari orang mengenai cara bypass youtube pake google translate << gw dikasi tau waktu gw lagi nulis ini journal malah(and karena cara ini pula, katanya google juga mau di blok dari Indo... rumor..yes.. stupid...indeed). Buat gw sih ini pertanda buruk, bahkan gw yang biasa susah dapet bahan mengenai hacking jadi gampang dapetnya... Woi... pemerintah sadar diri woi.. you lead this country into a chaos.. I can see it...
Tadi di kelas, gw sempet ngobrol-ngobrol dengan salah satu temen cewe gw yang juga punya perhatian lebih ke dunia IT ketimbang cewe-cewe lain. Dan dia memberitahu gw salah satu isu yang menarik... which is.. bakal ada log ke semua hal yang kita lakukan ke internet kek semacam keylogger gitu. Dan dia merekam semua yang kita akses dan tulis termasuk chat!! jelas-jelas pelanggaran HAM lah ini mana privasinya!! Net = privacy, my friend said it once. Tapi keknya hal itu uda ga bisa berlaku lagi sekarang. Sampe-sampe tadi kepikiran buat petisi online buat pemerintah Indo agar cabut ini UU gara2 pelanggaran HAM.. tapi dilakukan sama pemerintah aja belum jadi ya ga bisa protes2 dl lah >.< Another thing she said is that people seems to arrange some uprising... kali ini ga cuman dalam dunia maya tapi juga dibawa2 ke dunia nyata alias bakal ada kerusuhan. Dan entah kenapa gw ngerasa ga enak.. orang IT pastinya punya otak yang ga bisa dibayangkan pintarnya beda sama provokator teri jaman kerusuhan 98 lalu.. gw uda ga bisa bayangin klo mereka bener2 marah sama pemerintah apa yang terjadi. Mereka ga bakal rusak secara fisik yang jelas kecuali mereka have to, tapi kemungkinan besar semua infrastruktur negri ini bisa rusak secara virtual karena hole-holenya katanya masi banyak banget. Denger-denger ada kerusuhan itulah yang bikin gw mikir enaknya pindah aja kali ya dari Indo.. uda kaga ada enaknya nih.. inet uda dibatesin, ada kerusuhan lagi....
Yang jelas gw pusing, marah, frustasi sama kebijakan yang satu ini. Aneh-aneh aja, pakar-pakar IT yang sejati di negri ini uda pada bilang ini UU cacat, apalagi rentan melanggar HAM, tapi "pakar IT" yang ditunjuk negara mah cengengesan kali uda bisa membalas perlakuan blogger ( which actually make more people hates him, I don't care at once, but since my teritory got disturbed, you'll fell my wrath << kyaa... cool abis kata2 gw). Ga heran lah gw karena orang-orang kek gitu dipekerjakan makanya sistem pemblokiran Indo pun oon. Gw bisa bypass itu situs-situs dalam waktu kurang dari 5 menit, padahal gw masi ga bisa apa-apa tentang hacking alias gw masi orang awam dan cupu abis. Terbukti kan kaga ada isi dan bobot itu blokiran yang ada bikin ribet aja kek sistem birokrasi. Bikin sistem blokiran at least yang bisa bobol dikit lah, dibottleneck dulu napa >.<... it just make your idiocy exposed to the maximum level alias bikin UU tanpa tau apa itu IT dan kaga tau cara-cara implementasi yang bener...ini juga termasuk buat "pakar-pakar IT kita loh"
Gw sih berdoa aja... semoga hal ini bikin semua pihak berbenah diri...mampu membawa kita semua ke arah yang lebih terang... dan gw ga kehilangan rasa cinta gw ke negri gw sendiri lebih dari ini... |
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| Lyric |
[Feb. 23rd, 2008|07:03 pm] |
Just going to share a lyric that'll be used for an occasion in the next 2 days and I find it a waste if I don't share as I'm sure the song will be a hit in the net few months later( it has hit the 8th of Oricon chart aldready). The song come from ending theme of Kara no Kyoukai ~ the Garden of Sinners. It's another version of Shingetsutan Tsukihime with a different PoV of character and for now it's theater exclusive, so it was not so famous and it'll surely suit the occasion that is going to be held. The song itself is performed by Kalafina, another project of Yuki Kajiura after her Fiction and FictionJunction. The name of the vocalists are still untold even from the official site, so no profile about them yet available. And as it is the part of Yuki's project of course the lyric and music is her creation. Anyway enough with the dilly dally, here's the lyric.
傷跡
静けさから歩き出す
まだ見ぬ愛の景色へ
この痛みを信じたいの
夜を越えて
貴方が触れた胸に優しい傷が一つ
隠していた涙が紅に零れ落ちて
冷たい肌の上にやっと灯した花びら
私がここにいる さいわいを歌うよ
もう夢も終わる
星くずが消える頃
ねえ、生きていると分かるほど抱きしめて
静けさから生まれて
まだぬくもりも知らず
ただいのちに届きたいの
夜を越えて
なつかしいなつのあめ
私を見送ってね
信じ合う始まりへ
泣きながら行けるように
よろこびもかなしみも
刻みつけたい深く
貴方とここにいる
さいわいの名残に
星くずが消える頃
初めて見る光の中で
その瞳でくちづけで
恋した跡を下さい
生きることに貫かれて泣いてみたい
静けさから歩き出す
まだ見ぬ遠い夜明けへ
ただ願いを叶えたいの
夜を越えて
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kizuato
shizukesa kara arukidasu
mada minu ai no keshiki he
kono itami wo shinjitai no
yoru wo koete
anata ga fureta mune ni yasashii kizu ga hitotsu
kakushiteita namida ga kurenai ni koboreochite
tsumetai hada no ue ni yatto moyashita hanabira
watashi ga koko ni iru saiwai wo utau yo
mou yume mo owaru
hoshikuzu ga kieru koro
nee, ikiteiru to wakaru hodo dakishimete
shizukesa kara umarete
mada nukumori wo shirazu
tada inochi ni todokitai no
yoru wo koete
natsukashii natsu no ame
watashi wo miokutte ne
shinjiau hajimari he
nakinagara yukeru you ni
yorokobi mo kanashimi mo
kizami tsuketai fukaku
anata to koko ni iru
saiwai no nagori ni
hoshikuzu ga kieru koro
hajimete miru hikari no naka de
sono hitomi de kuchidzuke de
koishita ato wo kudasai
ikiru koto ni tsuranukarete naite mitai
shizukesa kara arukidasu
mada minu tooi yoake he
tada negai wo kanaetai no
yoru wo koete
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wound mark
I'm walking out from the silence,
toward the scenery of love that I've never seen before.
Believing in these wound,
I pass the nights
On this chest that you've touched, there's only one graceful wound.
The tear that I've always hide until now is now broken into the crimson
On the cold skin, finally the flower petals got burnt,
as I am here expressing my happiness.
Now the dream has ended,
by the time the stardust disappear.
Hey, if only I know you're alive I'll surely embrace you.
I was bornt from the silence,
without knowing what it called as warmth.
What I know is that I wanted to come in life,
And with it, I pass the nights.
The nostalgic rain of summer,
please escort me.
To the place where he/she and I first believe at each other,
even if I might be crying as I walk there
The happiness and sadness,
I want them to be engraved deeply.
As you're here together with me,
within my memory of my happiness.
When the stardust disappear,
inside the light unseen before.
Within those eyes, within the kisses,
please leave the proof that I was loved,
as I'll probably live in cries from now onward.
walking out from the silence,
toward the far daybreak that I've never seen.
I just want my wish to be true,
and with that thought, I pass the nights. |
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| End of the World... |
[Nov. 30th, 2007|09:45 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Here and There | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Synchronicity (by: Makino Yui) | ] |
My current fav song is Synchronocity which is performed by Makino Yui( I wonder why people correctly using Makino Yui name in Japanese pronounciation instead of Yui Makino which is already written in romanji for those outside Japan >.< ... kinda strange fact...). The music is arranged and performed by Kajiura Yuki and this song is used as an opening song of an anime entitled 'Tsubasa Chronicle - Tokyo Revelations. For me, the song has a very nice beat and nice flow of rythem. In this some I feel that Makino's voice has finally reach her maturity and indeed very beautiful(and I'm now downloading ALL her single/ album >.<). Well I don't really know if my hearing telling the true or not since most part in this song, Makino got backvocaled by Kaori Nishina.Also the lyric make some nice ring when it's sung, not to mention it's nice meaning also.As for the lyric... since I am too lazy to type it now, just grab it here XD
Finally, a week of my final passed, another week to go *good luck to myself XD*. Errmmm this semester is kinda the worst ever, the subjects are overkill and I've been losing my spirit to keep on studying for the rest half of this semester. Well that's gone real bad that I even need some hard-beat song to accompany me doing major projects and exams review to keep me high spirited >.<
In the other hand... I quite angry to myself that I drop a subject when I registered the subjects for this semester. Well because of that subject I can't be graduated after the next semester, but instead I must do my thesis next year. *dang* This is the worst miscalculation I made and I kinda pissed bacause I actually want to enroll in that class, but just because noone in my class taking it I dropped it *sigh*. And to think that the subject, TOEFFL, is actually an easy one, I feel deeply regret my action. I should have know that I should have more belief in my own self.
Lastly... i also have 2 assignment that due for next Monday and Tuesday, yet I haven't make it at all. Not to mention I have to study for 2 subjects in Monday and another one for Tuesday and I have japanesse proficientcy test in Sunday. Great, the schedule is too tight, I'm too tired, and I don't have fighting spirit... very perfect situation... *dies* |
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| .Hack//G.U. Trilogy ~This is a story of the death and rebirth of a man~ |
[Nov. 16th, 2007|02:48 am] |
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| | excited | ] |
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| | 優しくキミは微笑んでいた (by: 三谷朋世) | ] |
これは、一人の男の喪末と再生の物語である。
Yes, as the title said.. once again G.U. will release something after the OVA, returner that concludes the trilogy of G.U. This time the story is about the (summary?) timeline in the 3 games ( 再誕/ rebirth, キミ思フ声/ reminisce, 歩くような速さで/ redemption) as Haseo tried to saves Shino. But of course with some twist, some more over-expressioned events, and Mitani Tomoyo's new song .
For the trailer, there're some of them:
- Trailer 01
This is the first trailer of it, it focuses at the event where Atoli got berserk because of being afflicted with the AIDA infection and Haseo tried to calm her down. Then it shows some random screen capture before the event Haseo tries to confront Ovan after making his way forcefully to the "room". Hmm... what kind of form is that Haseo's at? It's said officially that it's "B-st" (beast??) form which is an original form for this animation as the game never says that Haseo has it. But for me it's kinda some extension to Haseo's 3rd form, maybe another AIDA infection? (since Atoli's infection made her PC appearance has A LOT OF different than the original appearance). And at the end... they gave out the release date of the animation which is January 25th in 2008. Hopefully this animation don't get delayed.
- Trailer 02
The second trailer for G.U. Trilogy (same URL as the 1st one as it's in the same site >.<). The first scene is about Ovan and Aina where Ovan said implicitly that the time will come soon. After that, the scene change into Haseo's scene where he PKK-ing Bord's PK party. Then the scene change to Yata, Pai, and Kuhn claiming they're the member of project G.U. made specially by the C.C. Corp. The trailer then gives some backround of the game itself as well as the PK and the commatose players (including the event of Shino's disappearance). Then the scene comes into the event where Atoli got berserk ( this time it's longer), Haseo (Skeith) avatar battle with Tri-Edge, and the pre-battle Haseo "B-st" form VS Ovan( this time it's seen clearly that B-st form quite similar to Haseo's 3rd form, but his eyes don't resemble AIDA infection though). Then some random scenes along the main theme song of the animation "Yasashii Ryoute ~ remix version". Heck... why should it Yasashii Ryoute? Yasashiku Kimi wa Hohoendeita is far more superior than this TT_TT. Moreover the remix makes the song worse. I'm completely sad with the song... Hey, wait... I saw Haseo in 2nd Form hugging Atoli o.O;; Ermm..sweet scene but I do thought that Haseo in 2nd form is still bound with Shino's image. Then I saw a scene of Tri-Edge ( Azure Flame God) doing data drain... humm nice... I hope this time the data drain animation will be something unlike the previous attempt of animating data drain for the animation which are lacking of coolness. The trailer then ended in the midst of Haseo vs Ovan battle (hey do Haseo copycat the skill from the villain in the Kingdom Hearts III trailer... or maybe making twister of swords are a mode by now XD). And Ovan last sentence... prolly that's the reason of "B-st" form after all. But Haseo haven't gone to net slum yet, things might get interesting now.
- .Hack//G.U. Trilogy announcement
Humm not much to say, just an announcement of few things in CC2 mainly for the release of .Hack//G.U. Trilogy ( which is almost 90% of the video). Nice thing coming from this is the info that a group is made within CC2 for handling songs and musics which is called LieN. Mitani Tomoyo will be in it, and since it's CC2's it could means that Mitani will do songs other than for .Hack which is always a good news for me ( I really hope my prediction don't get wrong). And also there's another GOOD NEWS here. There'll be an insert song for the .Hack//G.U. Trilogy which is also sung by Mitani, the title will be "Liar's Smile", an original song for this animation, The song was heard slightly for almost a minute and it's cool and nice unlike the main theme =p.
Hmm, overally from the trailer, I feel that this animation could easily be the best for the new year especially with the superb CG. Hopefully the raw could hit Tokyotosho before any lisencing take place =p |
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| 僕と色々なコト |
[Oct. 30th, 2007|08:05 pm] |
今の愛唱曲は色々があります。今更なら：
ー 悠久の翼 （歌い手：原田ひとみ）
ー euphoric field （歌い手：ELISA)
あの２つの歌がefシリーズのテーマソング。「悠久の翼」ならエロゲの「ef - a tale of the two」そして「euphoric field」がアニメ「ef - a tale of memories」からともします。はじめて、僕は天門の名から気がしたそしてその歌を見つけ出した。天門を知らないなら、ちゃんと教えて。天門はずっと新海誠の真友とプロジェックトをしてるたびにずっと一緒。「秒速５センチメトール」からちゃんと名が湯名になちゃったそしてどんどん曲作られてる。やはり天門の曲はとてもキレイ。
なんだかずっとこの前こう書きたいだと思ったですが掛かる時間がねぇんだ。最近なんだかイヤなことばかり送てたんだ。まず何週前僕と僕の真友が同じ日に同じ予感がトドケタ。普通の予感なら大丈夫だがこの予感が「死」と繋がれた予感なんだ。ずっとあの日から不安に立ち止まてる僕たち1人誰かきっとハルカカナタへ行くって。そして今のごろ我々はお互い傷つけだとおもう、さらにちゃんと離れてたんだ。ずっとコトバとオモイを交わしてるだがココロなんて近ずけない。「覚悟」だと言うかな、お互いもっと深く苦しみをひきされさせないためかな、どちがわからない、迷いばかりだ。あの時僕ずっと考えた死って詮無いの定め、だが定めを乗り切る方法がある。ですが、僕の真友のため、僕の死が必要な運命なら、きっとそうさせる、戸惑くないココロで。あの時がくればこう文を残ってほしい、きっといつかだれかがこの日記を読もう。
「見えない枷に止めさせるなよ！！
きっと見える方を信じれば
踏み出すことができるよ。
前を見つめるだけ、前を進むだけ
それで君の生きる証をツクタだろう」
それとも「今まで迷惑を掛けてごめん、そして今まで君たちが僕の側にいたこと、ずっと感謝します楽しかったです。ずっと自分で隠して言わなかた、ごめん」
あぁ、そう思えばなんだか最近僕の時が無駄になちゃった。大分のは結果がなしなんて。きいらないんだ。 |
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| one more time... one more chance... |
[Sep. 4th, 2007|09:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | gloomy | ] |
current song: One more time, One more chance ( by: yamazaki masayoshi)
geez... I'm kinda twisted today. Firstly I suddenly feel some very intensive hatred toward someone at the noon. I dunno, I never ever hate someone this intense in this past 5-7 years and I quite sure that my 'evilness' will stay calm in the bottom of my heart never to be arise again. But kinda just a delussion, my rage did explode today.
Then suddenly in the evening I feel very sad as if my heart got pierced and sliced after watching an anime titled "byousoku 5 centimetre". It is a very carefully created anime and could be as the best of this year. I really like the art and coloring used in the anime. I heard from my friend that this anime pictures are hand made and don't use any digital painting/ drawing application. The picture of the stars and the sky in the night are my favourite art in this anime. The music is somewhat wonderful also. Lastly the story is kinda touching. I got sad when finally the ending staff scroll was shown. A friend of mine also said to drop a tear while watching this anime also. The theme 'one more time, one more chance' also encourage the tragic side of the story with it's poetic sad lyric. |
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| [Rubish talk] Shinjitsu... ka? |
[Jul. 19th, 2007|11:25 pm] |
Listen to: Almateria~ vocal mix( by: Kawai Eri), Little Bird(by: Ishikawa Chiaki)
Almateria is a nice song, eventhough it's named as vocal mix, it's just mumuring out a chant but somehow I liked those kind of song( instrumental version or chanting version) rather than the vocalized song. And this is somehow bring back some memory for me ^^.
Little bird is somehow also a nice slow song. And it's been very long time since Ishikawa Chiaki's last single/album (I forgot the name, but it's including song titled 'Like an Angel'). Her voice is somehow rather unique. But yea I liked those singers( who has unique voice... reminds me of one of my favs, Garnet Crow) also.
Done with those papers and exams. Long live to me XD;; But still... I have some sort of 'debt' for my sleeping time =p. After those exams, our class have some fun trip going to Bandung for 3 days until yesterday. It's been fulfilling and relaxing. Most of my fatigue and stress has gone along with it. Unfortunately, in the last day, someone got poisoned by 'leaked' LPG in the water heater. It's really worrying for everyone of us. And thank goodness... she's safe at the last moment thanks to someone who was rushed to use the bathroom knocking and yelling at her. And that's how we found her lying on the ground inside and losing her conciousness. And gratefully she was able to strugle by unlocking the door with her last strength.
Today, I got some work to decorate our faculty stall for our college festival. But just when the rest of us want to go home, our dean got called that some tables got some sort of paint bleaches and cut left behind by cutter. It's the table of the food junction of our college and they demand for some sort of payback for the damaged assets. Well, fortunately, out of the 2 suspect, our faculty got at the clean side( at least for now, since it's very sure that the other faculty that has done it). We got relieved, but at the same time, we feel uneasy because the other one is also the same faculty with the same major so that we know and befriend each other. Dunno what to say nor what to do right now but I feel that the one own our college (who is the canteen owner also... I suspect) is a really rotten man. I mean he somehow forcefully make those cheap food center near our college to move their bussiness to make sure of total profit. Also they prepared for the cheapest for the festival itself. The mentors got more work to do yet paid less and less by every meeting announcement. And guess what... even the tables provided for each faculty is an old scarful broken table. Well if he could demand a payback for the damaged tables, umm... I think he should pay more for the faculties tables. I mean c'mon look at it it's damn worse than the tables scrathed by the other faculty. Is he kinda [strike]retarded[/strike] or maybe just a bit [strike]greedy[/strike]? Well only truth could reveal this kinda of thing... surely.
Lastly... need to go working on the programmes that will be displayed tomorrow at our stall and making speech for the freshmen( grr... the head of dean got some business and he asked me to take over the speech T_T) |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 27th, 2007|10:19 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | campus XD; | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Longing ~ togireta melody | ] |
Ermmm... dunno what to say actually. I really liked 'Fung Yin' sung by Jonathan Jian which is the opening of the Fung Yin series. I really liked it long time ago, but sadly last Monday I heard from some forum that it's actually copying from another song and even 'translate it into chinesse. And the original one is Longing~ togireta melody sung by X Japan. Well it's the same exactly in the melody and also the english part of the song. Well it's good for me to actually understand the lyric by now that it's lyric is in japanesse, but to heard that I liked a plagiated song for such long time is rather disappointing.
For lyrics... go here [url = "http://www.animelyrics.com/jpop/xjapan/xjlongin.htm"] http://www.animelyrics.com/jpop/xjapan/xjlongin.htm [/url]
Well, for the last even semester, I passed quite good. I'm now at my short term semester. It's quite tiring as the subjects got much and much difficult. Moreover the UKM activity got more extensive and making a lot of events, I hardly got time to get out of the activities ( heck.. they even make an event in the short term semester... which is the first time actually in the history >.<). Also I got selected as the vice-dean in my faculty. I really have hard time to breath even =p.
Finally, I finally got the marriage greeting card in G.U. and it's funny to see Haseo proposed Endrance with it XD. Heck Endrance is my fave char in G.U. as well as one of the best char in the game also. But after I see the 'funny' event, I lost my love for him... poor Endrance ~_~. And to mention that the player of Endrance is the same as Elk player in the previous .Hack series. HECK... the event ruined 2 of my favourite char in .Hack T_T. I really regret to see the event. I know I should have give greeting card to Yowkow/Atoli/Shino rather than feeling 'curious' if it's given to Endrance XD. |
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| Fading scent of you |
[May. 10th, 2007|11:26 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Nowhere | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Yasashiku Kimi ga Hohoendeita ~ Tomoyo Mitani | ] |
Finally got the right lyric in kanji. I'm so lucky to find it.
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優しくキミは微笑んでいた
The gentle you was smiling
遠い記憶 かすかに香る
That far away dream and the fading scent
優しくキミは 微笑んでいた
of the gentle gentle you smiling.
見えない枷に 気付かないまま
In the unseen shackles, wihout you noticing,
キミに甘えて 苦しめてたね
I flattering at you and make you hurt, isn't it?
誰よりも愛して 誰よりも見つめた
I loved you more than anyone else,
I looked at you more than anyone else.
ずっと ずっと離れていても
Always...always... Even we parted away,
変わらずキミを思ってるから
I will always thinking of you without any change.
キミの温もり 優しい両手
Your warm and gentle hands,
忘れないから
I'll never forget about them.
キミがいない 事に慣れて
I've got used to this situation when you're not with me.
たまに会えると 言葉が出なくて
And when I rarely meet you, I can't say a word.
黙っていても 通じ合うって
In the silence, we just passed each other.
キミに頼って ばかりいたね
It's seems that I always rely on you.
もう戻らない 振り返らないから
We can't come back since It can't be turned back,
背中を押して 踏み出す勇気を下さい
but please pat my back and lend me your bravery to make a new step.
もっと もっと強くなるから
I'll become more and more stronger,
泣かないように 見守っていて
so that I could watch over you without crying.
キミの眼差し 優しい声
Your way to look at me and your gentle voice,
思い出に変えるから
I will turn into my memories.
キミがくれた 大切なもの
The important things that you've given to me,
ずっと心に しまっておくから
will always locked up in my heart.
季節は巡る キミがいなくても
The season is turning even if you're not here,
セピア色に染まってゆくよ
let's dye it in sephia's color.
誰よりも信じて 誰よりも側に居た
I believed you more than anyone else,
I've been in your side more than anyone else.
きっと きっと越えられるから
Surely...surely... we'll overcome this,
遠回りかもしれないけれど
even it's not impossible to be looped into this point again.
未来はきっと 明るいから
Yet, I'm sure that the future is bright,
信じて進むから
that's why I walk forth believing it.
もっと もっと強くなるから
I'll become more and more stronger,
泣かないように 見守っていて
so that I could watch over you without crying.
キミの眼差し 優しい声
Your way to look at me and your gentle voice,
思い出に変えるから
I will turn into my memories.
遠い記憶 かすかに香る
The far away dream and the fading scent
優しくキミは 微笑んでいた
of the gentle gentle you smiling.
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Wew... so many mistake from my previous one. The biggest is that I thought of it as a love song yet in the reality it's the opposite. I thought that I could cry reading this lyric since it's so damn touching. |
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| ~~White Day~~ |
[Mar. 15th, 2007|10:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | gloomy | ] |
Current Song: Why, or Why Not( by: Oshima Hiroyuki feat Katakiri Rekka)
To get my happiness I had done everything
but had done nothing to be blamed and accused of.
The sound of footsteps became louder every day,
Then I noticed the fact there was no time.
I was a believer in life to be myself always,
and was asking whether I would be alive.
Give me a reason why not to adopt in this way,
or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable sins.
Tell me why, or why not. Complaining way too much,
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.
The whole world was at complete standstill,
and I was in fetters, at the mercy of the mob.
The silent warning become louder every day.
Then I kept pretending not to hear.
Its meaning had been in the eyes of beholder all along.
It had grown dark before I found a sign.
"Among the nonsense tragedies, what on earth you are looking for?
You only have to be honest to yourself and your own fate."
Tell me why, or why not. Complaining way too much,
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.
There is nobody who knows there will be nobody.
Except for me, all the world has gone mad.
So what is forgiveness you are willing to withhold?
What is the well-being you are willing to make?
Now what? So what? Don;t you come interrupt me, oh please,
while I am interrupting myself.
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First of all, I'd like to say "happy white day" to all of you. Hope everything goes just fine. Sorry for me being late by a day since I have so many thing *cough*exams*cough* to be handled in this pst few weeks.
Finally mid term exam is over and I really screw out the last test today. It's only has 2 questions with each holding 50% of the max score and I screw one of it. Totally messed up >.<;; Dang, I need to get some good score in the final for making it up *sigh*
Got a day break tomorrow since the lecturer decided not to have a class in the exam week. Nice thing ^^. And the better is that in that break, a special event will take place for an online game. Great coincidence. Hope I don't screw the event like last time which I already have the requirment items for the event but.... I have not enough level to do the event T_T. Well I think it's not that important, what's more important is that I get a break finally after the tiring full-of-assignment half semester. Yea~ finally ralxing time *junping to the bed*. |
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| Xth form~ shin...hakai ga hajimaru, shi.. shumatsu no ha... |
[Jan. 7th, 2007|03:11 pm] |
Current song: the new Tomoyo Mitani's song( whatever the title it's... it isn't released yet after all)
This new song of Tomoyo Mitani is indeed the best ever, it does makes my melancholic part does move( and make me repeating it for some times). Here's some of the lyric (uncompleted... for sure...)
--the lyric gotten from an AMV--
tooi kioku kasuka ni kaoru
The faraway memory and faint scent
yasashiku kimi ha hohondeita...
of the gentle you smiling...
mienai kaze ni kizukanai mama
Still unnoticed, in the unseen wind
kimi ni amaete kurushimiteta ne
it sweetly hurting you, isn't it?
dare yori mo aishite
I love you more than anyone else
dare yori mo mitsumeta
I watched over you more than anyone else
zutto zutto hanareteite mo
Always, always... even if we're apart
kawarazu kimi wo omotteru kara...
I will still unchangingly thinking of you...
kimi no nukumori yasashii ryoute
Your warm gentle hand
wasurenai kara...
I'll surely never forget it...
kimi ga inai koto ni narete
When you've become not there
amari aeru to kotoba denakute
We can't meet and exchange words
damatteite mo suujii autte
Even in silence, we keep counting on each other
kimi ni tayotte bakari mita ne
It's seems that I always depending myself on you, isn't it?
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--the lyric from the trailer--
motto motto tsuyoku naru kara
hakanai youni ima motteite
kimi no manasashi yasashii koe
omoide ni aru kara
kimi ga kureta taisetsu na mono
***** kao ni *****
kisetsu meguru kimi ga inakute mo
***** noni sodatte yuku yo
dare yori mo shinjite
dare yori mo ********
kitto kitto koe dake *******
kono mama ni mo kamoshirenai kedo
mirai wa kitto akarui kara
shijitte susumu kara
motto motto tsuyoku naru kara
hakanai youni motteite
kimi no manasashi yasashii koe
omoide aru kara
tooi kioku kasukani kaoru
yasashii kimi ha hohondeita
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The trailer isn't as clear as the AMV, it's full of sfx and narattor talking so I can't decipher what's the lyric as well as the AMV's one( which don't give anymore voice other than the song itself). So, yes as you can't see I put more ** which resemble the part missing to my ears. Hopefully the song will be available by 20th and I could put the full lyric here.
Finished with utawarerumono. It's not as good as I thought it'll be in the first 13 eps *sigh*. The ending is just...weird >.>;
Heck... I thought that my holz ends next week but the reality it ends today. GAH!! I want more!! Oh well... goes back to RL... |
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| Forgotten One... |
[Dec. 23rd, 2006|06:29 am] |
Currently heard song: Ai no Tsurugi( by: Takako & the Crazy Boys)
At least... something new for the song. Hmm well anyway it's not something that goes WOW or what, it's just so-so but still a nice and unfamiliar one to be heard.
Well... do I getting old recently... I just forget to write the most most most important thing yesterday... *shrug*. Well... I do pass all my subject though not all of them are in the best mark, they're all just PASS... a big yay for me. I should even toss some party for it =p. With this thing settled, my holiday just seems to be bright and relaxing. Arghh... I want to hibernate a bit longer *yawn*. And then the polar bear thus goes to his slumber... =p. |
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| This time goodbye... |
[Dec. 22nd, 2006|08:51 pm] |
Current song: Sora ni Kakeru Hashi (by: Okui Masami),
I'd love you to touch me (by: Okui Masami)
The two songs are another old songs. Yhey're the opening and ending theme of Tales of Eternia-the Animation. The ending, I'd love you to touch me is something touching for me. As the opening, it doesn't have much meaning for me... up until yesterday when I reheard it again. In fact maybe I never like it because of my such Japanesse back then, but now I really like it. I really hope I could share the lyrics and the meaning, but I couldn't find the realiable raw for me to do so. Too bad...
Finish with 'Higurashi no Naku Koro ni'. It's indeed a superb anime for this year. It has good terrifying aura to begin with but later it's a bit dissolved. Although the story could be ended by the 'Meakashi Hen', but I pressume that the fans bug the writer to make a happy ending so that 'Tsumihoroboshi Hen' is then created. Somehow it's sure make it a happy ending but surely it also make the story gone weird. As the next anime, a friend of mine suggest to watch 'Utawarerumono'. I don't really like it but somehow after watching few other eps, the story itself is quite touching and nice. Not to mention the nice art and coloring.
And... I need to say goodbye to someone dear to me. JP see you..., I'll never forget our day together( and i won't forget your last wish for me). Too bad you've finished your college and have to gone to work. I really hope we could cross our path again. And have a good trip to your homeland, Pontianak =p. Guess you need to meet first with your family before working... ^_^. Anyway thanks to be my friend all along until now and until we meet again...
Talking bout homeland... I'll go back there also tomorrow. Have to attend something there... Just when I started enjoying my holiday... Ah well it can't be helped. So probably I'll just tag along nicely and stray away from my fun for a while T_T. |
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